Dead inside but still lit
I need to rant about my feelings-
I may be homeless within the next few months. My poor mother lost her job due to sad circumstances out of her control. Due to her current health conditions finding a new job is damn near impossible. I can’t currently find a new job myself because I live in an extremely small but massively overpopulated town, I haven’t even been able to get an interview. My mental and physical health are at an all time low, and I’m unable to get the help that I need. College is impossible for me right now because of my financial situation and mental health struggles. I don’t seem to qualify for any financial help from my own government due to my very complicated situation. I don’t have any family members or friends who care to help, or even care enough to be a shoulder for me to cry on. I feel like I have nobody. I have no direction. I’m 20 years old, I wasn’t ready for any of this, and have no idea what I’m doing. So here I am complaining to nobody.
